Let Go

I am not suffering from writer's block. I am just at the crossroads.

Keep playing the song 放了爱 because it makes me feel serene. Finally reached a decision.

Let go.

Let go of false hopes. Let go of past beliefs. Let go of expectations. Let go of stubbornness.

Let go for free space. Let go for fresh hopes. Let go for new choices.

Just let go.

"Some say holding on is what makes you strong. But sometimes it takes more strength to just let go and move on"

The Perfect Man

Perfect Cut is back.

I simply love this TV drama. Had been watching almost every episode of the first series. Hardly missed it.

Simply love Thomas Ong. He and Michelle Chia look so compatible.

Thomas Ong - I like his care-free character. Cool and composed. He is not extremely handsome, but standing tall at 1.82m, he is extremely pleasant to the eyes. He has this lazy and heck care attitude, yet is full of charisma. Charming..

If you were to ask me, he is the Perfect Man :-) What a rare Singapore man. I always feel at peace when I look at him.

And a very perfect man for the Perfect Cut!

Perfect Cut II 《一切完美 II》

你指向远 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是泪无法储藏
把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
还的乔装安份 靠在你肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 你说你喜欢
我笑得开朗 你越温柔
我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强
别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱 我放了爱

By This Time Next Year

1. Be able to articulate my thoughts fluently, positively and slowly (meaning don't say all I feel. Reserve some). Read and listen extensively.

2. Be cool (even during times of stress and unpleasantness). All will be over, be it good or bad times

3. Explore beyond full-time job (be open to new options such as freelancing or investment..something I always wanted to do)

4. Take charge of own life and trust my gut feel (ah, haven't I learnt that enough)

My Horoscope this Month (on Career)

You're looking for a little permanence on the 1st. Make that a lot of permanence: You're tired of not knowing what's coming next, work-wise.

You can take some steps, but you can't control everything and there will always be an element of uncertainty in every career. So, go ahead and take that permanent position if the company offers to upgrade your freelance status, but don't expect that you'll never again need to wonder where all of this is going. Don't worry: You can handle this! Nobody ever got through life without worrying about their job now and then, so you really shouldn't take this as a sign that anything's wrong.

On the 5th, you need to spend a little time thinking about how you feel. Emotions play a role in job performance, you know!

- extracted from http://shine.yahoo.com/astrology

So true!